death? please?

i went through eight pitchers of coffee base, 3 bottles of vanilla syrup, and all of my patience.

today, i snapped at a customer.

I NEVER SNAP AT CUSTOMERS.

i lost my soul. it's official, guys.

snow white is pissed and givin' out lollipops and bitch slaps.

and i'm all out of lollipops.

all in all, even with the craziness, i had a good shift.

i guess that's what it must feel like to work with logical people and workers.

other than that....

i miss.... having a life!

i realise the monster mash of a week i have ahead of me so it's kiiiiinda making me just want to crawl up in a room, make a fort, write letters to my friends, tan, listen to beirut, jack johnson, bon iver, and songs about new york and california, and just be.

also, if i could make jewelery that would be fun.

i'll try and fit some downtime in.

also: i am undecided as to whether or not i have officially become vegetarian (again).

i have chicken in my freezer untouched.

but, the only reason i ask if i am in fact vegeterian is because i haven't had the funds (moolah and tic toc) to get groceries.

so i have been living off vivannos and bagels for the past two weeks.

you know what?

IMMA MAKE A FORT.

I WILL SEE YOU ALL LATER (with pictures)