i've come home.

(LISTEN TO ANYTHING FROM PAGE FRANCE. CHANGING. CHARIOT BY THEM IS GREAT.)

so today is christmas.

since we have been playing christmas music since the first of november at heartbux, i am most certainly over whatever christmas spirit i had.

but it was overall very decent.

went to my mom's house for the holidays.

stayed up with my older sister watching tmz and batman returns and horrible muchmusic shows.

was woken up on my mom's couch bright and early, and struggled to keep my eyes open through the gift opening.

i got pasta, an apron, but mainly two cheques that i will oh-so slighly put towards my necessary classic iPod purchase.

my mom gave me the sweetest gift which was one of my y's that i caught from the yeah yeah yeah's concert at osheaga last year.

so touching.

other than that, my sister's received wii that i am painfully jealous about.

i've just missed my family unit, really.

my dog in his cute little sweater has become my lap companion for the entirety of my stay here because i realise how much i miss him.

a lot has happened, developped, come to the surface over the past month or so.

i have a rough end of january coming up.

but, it's okay.

even though one of my sisters has completely shut me out from hellos and small talk (let alone christmas wishes, goodwill towards men, and christmas gifts) i will get through this.

i will get through this.

sorry i haven't posted. i kind of need a functioning laptop / internet for that to be a possibility.

but i will try and sort it out as soon as possible.

there is much to sort out.

i hope everyone got whatever they hoped to have out of their holidays.

i will sink in a world of heating, blankets, body heat, and my mother's baking.

the sweet life.

much like & love,

your ho-ho-ho,

mtb.

where flakes melt to be my mascara.

this is my snowglobe winter weather that i am in love with right now.

that grey?

yeah. snowflakes. beautiful snowflakes.

i just love this.

i'm working at my heartbux.

like mad but i love it.

i still don't have internet which is the sole reason as to why i have fallen off of the face of the earth.

trust me. i miss being able to talk about whatever.

i am starting christmas baking packages soon.

it's pretty phenomenal.

as for the house, it's all installed.

stove, heat, fridge, espresso machine, a christmas tree, food.

y'know. the great stuff.

all here.

soundtrack:

- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=213PQuV83-o

(that's right. some sea bee up in here!)

- anything sufjan stevens or bon iver just seems to be the marshmallows on the hot chocolate of a music list for this weather.

plus, bon iver is "good winter" in french. so...

talk to you soon (maybe)

the chilled and snug,

mtb.

bring the chorus around to the snowbanks.

it's over for the semester!

FINALLY.

I CAN REMEMBER WHAT BREATHING, BEING FUNNY, AND WASTING TIME FEELS LIKE.

here's my catchy anthom of congradulations to everyone:

PHOENIX'S 1901. DELISH.

here is an assignment i did when i asked the question:

''Would you like a cupcake?"

I THINK THE ANSWER IS YES.

i have an art project to finish up. i then have to run to my apartment, get ready for work, come BACK TO SCHOOL to bring in an assignment that i forgot on my kitchen table.

thank god i have a pretty face or i would break it and feel no pain.

but that's okay though!

because it's snowing,

it's my mom's birthday today,

school is out,

i love whose line is it anyway videos on youtube again,

and more importantly,

it's my mommy's 52nd birthday today!

l8r haters, jabrones, calzones, and ninjas.

your sensai and pleased,

(and alive)

mtb.