in between woods and paradise.

it has been far too long and i have far too much to do, keep up with, and vocalize.
but here's the main thing on my market:

i am shaving my head.

clean.

for cancer research and treatment on june 10th.

bald.

REASONINGS:

- i have always wanted the courage to do it. i figured i was tired of talking the talk. it was time to take a stroll.

- i love the feeling of a buzz cut. why not?

- i have gotten a haircut after every court date that i have had the unfortunate force to take part in. and come may 28th, it will be my last one on the topic. so, as a final hoorah, i am giving it my all.

- i continuously saw ads on the metro on the topic and decided to go on their website and look into in further. i ended up stumbling upon a picture elsewhere of a little girl that looked like my baby sister's twin. that was it. i was sold.

- side bar: i have become a person who is willing to give everything up. whether it be hair or home, drinking, smoking. no fear. i am going skydiving after all. but now it's become a fear of holding on. too much vulnerability that to chance that leaves me on edge. and it

this all being said, i am taking donations until june 9th.

so i am taking donations no matter how small until june 9th. everyone who donates will receive a personalised thank you card along with a special treat (drawing, zine, picture, button, bracelet) from yours truly.

for those who haven't received my grad write ups (two years later), this is a perfect time to cash that in.

so let me know!

contact me via txt, facebook, e-mail, twitter, tumblr, or blogger. and we will figure something out.

worse comes to worse, if you are short for time and you drop it off at the last minute, you can come to me head shaving at:

1 Place Ville-Marie June 10th (métro Bonaventure).

hopefully you have the chance to donate or participate!

other than that:

-still in the woods: one more arts and ideas assignment and i am home free until august!

- moving: stressed as all fuck. my sister fails on moving her ass so we are fucked. fucked. fucked. fucked. i do not know if the apartment was picked up, if we can in fact break our lease, and whatever else is going on. i try not to think about it.

- i was promoted: my training is supposed to start either this week or next. i hope it's sooner as opposed to later. work is chaos. people aren't showing up, more people are coming in, more shit to learn and avoid. just nuts.

-mentality: getting to where i want to be. slowly but surely.

i just want some breathing space. i think i will be find once this week is over.

assignments done, grocery shopping will have been done, bozes brought home, overall routine broken and i can start planning my concerts and my life!

concerts i plan on going to:

COCOROSIE, TELEKENISIS, MGMT, OSHEAGA, and vampire weekend, alsoothersthaticannotrememberaththemoment.

i'll keep you posted once the exhales are permitted.

-mtb.