today was just one of those days. i found distractions, but none worked to what i hoped. i guess that is what's wrong, right? if you have aspirations, you will fall on your face. i'm just tired of falling.
oh, how i'm tired of getting myself back up again.
i realized today i'm standing alone. that i'm raising myself up. and that was a large pill to swallow. even longer to digest.
i hurt a dear friend and i'm sorry. i know i shouldn't mention it but there's no description of just how sorry. fuck. no description.
i deleted my facebook. just a lot is going on right now and i don't have the brain space or energy to keep it up for right now. i give it a few weeks.
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